Saturday, October 25, 2008

So, I'm thinking. This may be a lame attempt at a poem or it could be just a string of words, but here it goes.


I love him, I love her.

I miss him more, but I need her more.

I don't know what to do without him, but living without her for a moment in time is like living without my heart.

I pull, I shove, he never budges. I pull, I shove, she swings with me.

Who do I turn to? Where do I go?

To him or to her?

Do I really have to make a choice?


So you can believe it's about anything you want to believe it's about.

Today was busy, I baked for the bake sale. A pecan pie (my favorite, I made an extra for myself), Reese's pie, Pumpkin pie, and two cakes, Strawberry and Chocolate Swirl.

I shopped for a ton of stuff. Including my Halloween costume. I'm not usually into the Halloween thing, but this year I have a Halloween office party to attend. So I got a costume of Dorothy from Wizard of Oz, including the red shoes. They are my favorite part of the costume.

Tomorrow I go to the bake sale and try to raise more money for OIL.

I found out that my Grandma's best friend died. All in all it was a pretty great day.


Oh and I told you I wouldn't be writing about writing for awhile, but I am seriously thinking about Nano and my goal is now to write 20k for Day instead of writing a whole new story.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


Well, I got home today. The trip was awesome. I'm going to post my daily itinerary while I was gone so that I can just get everyone up to speed. The next couple of weeks all posts will not be about writing. So that's a warning. No writing for 2 weeks, then for the next 3 weeks will be nothing but writing as it's Nano season.

Wednesday: Flight at 7:10, got to Wichita at 5 something, so I had to wait. Which wasn't too as I had Baby Mama on my iPod. I arrived in Denver, said hi to everyone and then was silent. Have I mentioned I'm shy? Well, put me in a house with a man for 5 days and see how shy I get. There is only one man in the whole planet I truly get along with and it is NOT Elden.

Thursday: Ate, great food, and headed out to Aspen. Aspen was beautimus and not as crowded since it's off season. We stayed at this great hotel and ate the most delicious bbq.

Friday: Woke early to get back in time to eat with Grandma Emily. We played a game with her, then headed back home.

Saturday: Headed out to Estes Park. Man was it beautiful. At the end I'll have pics of Colorado in general.

Sunday: Went shopping for some suits for OIL.

Monday: Waited for stupid plane for 3 hours, because of weather. I then got on said plane and rode back to Wichita. Then I had a 2 hour drive home the whole time worrying about both my bill and about my Rock. He is in for one heck of a night and maybe a few months, and though I want to be there I'm just not so sure I can be, I need to be selfish this time and not let his life affect mine in such a big way. My bill got turned in today, without much input from me.

So tomorrow, I have to help raise money for OIL. I need to head to bed, I'll do pics tomorrow I promise. Love all, and to those that need extra love for the next few days, weeks. I'm always here just reach out.


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