Saturday, October 25, 2008
So, I'm thinking. This may be a lame attempt at a poem or it could be just a string of words, but here it goes. I love him, I love her. I miss him more, but I need her more. I don't know what to do without him, but living without her for a moment in time is like living without my heart. I pull, I shove, he never budges. I pull, I shove, she swings with me. Who do I turn to? Where do I go? To him or to her? Do I really have to make a choice? So you can believe it's about anything you want to believe it's about. Today was busy, I baked for the bake sale. A pecan pie (my favorite, I made an extra for myself), Reese's pie, Pumpkin pie, and two cakes, Strawberry and Chocolate Swirl. I shopped for a ton of stuff. Including my Halloween costume. I'm not usually into the Halloween thing, but this year I have a Halloween office party to attend. So I got a costume of Dorothy from Wizard of Oz, including the red shoes. They are my favorite part of the costume. Tomorrow I go to the bake sale and try to raise more money for OIL. I found out that my Grandma's best friend died. All in all it was a pretty great day. Oh and I told you I wouldn't be writing about writing for awhile, but I am seriously thinking about Nano and my goal is now to write 20k for Day instead of writing a whole new story.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Well, I got home today. The trip was awesome. I'm going to post my daily itinerary while I was gone so that I can just get everyone up to speed. The next couple of weeks all posts will not be about writing. So that's a warning. No writing for 2 weeks, then for the next 3 weeks will be nothing but writing as it's Nano season. Friday: Woke early to get back in time to eat with Grandma Emily. We played a game with her, then headed back home. Saturday: Headed out to Estes Park. Man was it beautiful. At the end I'll have pics of Colorado in general. Sunday: Went shopping for some suits for OIL. Monday: Waited for stupid plane for 3 hours, because of weather. I then got on said plane and rode back to Wichita. Then I had a 2 hour drive home the whole time worrying about both my bill and about my Rock. He is in for one heck of a night and maybe a few months, and though I want to be there I'm just not so sure I can be, I need to be selfish this time and not let his life affect mine in such a big way. My bill got turned in today, without much input from me. So tomorrow, I have to help raise money for OIL. I need to head to bed, I'll do pics tomorrow I promise. Love all, and to those that need extra love for the next few days, weeks. I'm always here just reach out.
Wednesday: Flight at 7:10, got to Wichita at 5 something, so I had to wait. Which wasn't too as I had Baby Mama on my iPod. I arrived in Denver, said hi to everyone and then was silent. Have I mentioned I'm shy? Well, put me in a house with a man for 5 days and see how shy I get. There is only one man in the whole planet I truly get along with and it is NOT Elden.
Thursday: Ate, great food, and headed out to Aspen. Aspen was beautimus and not as crowded since it's off season. We stayed at this great hotel and ate the most delicious bbq.
